hah... to think me K.O-ing at 9.30pm last night was gonna get me up early this morn... well freak i woke at 11... ish... LOL... practically stoned the whole blardy day... watched movies alone at home.. pathetic much i know zip it... sheesh... mom was home lar.. but she busy 'zam kai' (chop chicken)... LOL effing stare cock the rest of the day cuz me and gi damn pissed at a certain someone or 2 who damn mm deh mm diu... *did i mentioned i slept another 2hrs? LOL i was THAT sad... uhhuh* ugh... *sucks it in SUCK IT BLARDY G*DAMN EFFING IN~!!* then yea... after much procrastinating... we finally decided to go John's for his bday party.. zomfgwtfbbq... me, gi. kk and yen were effing L.O.S.T~ not so much kk lar cuz he didnt know shyt there... but the 3 of us were like... we knew ppl... yet only a handful... and/but all not close... like wtf... @@ oh well... at least we had our liquor fix for the night... saw cute guys... sorry scratch dat... saw cute GUY... haha... QUITE entertaining lar... at times... but still sesat... effing came home at 11. turned down going to club/shisha/yum cha... mom totally gave me that WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU face... -.- *yeah i get home late i get screwed... i come home early she wtf's me...* LIFE BITCH LIFE.. sigh... well imma like... feeling the alcohol in my veins.. but not enough to get me to space my mind out... AAH stab me...
ps: why i need more alcohol now?
- i really dunno how long more i can suck it in and just be like them...
- my mom literally gave me dat wtf face and said: " wat kinda party is that why you come home so early wan?" T.T good job lar...
- i REALLY need to stop smoking...
- im missing the bf more than he thinks i do~
- im in dire need to let loose... =/
shoutouts: HAPPY BDAY JESS!! *even tho i wasnt...*
HAPPY early SWEET 18th to JOHN!! (:
...and now we await sunday's arrival... f.*.c.k me... aah~
~ Everybody Needs Someone Sometime - Jewel
* My Life. My World. Shades of Black.
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