To Myself

Stumbling along
Looking at nothing
Cos your eyes
Always on your feet
If u ever looked up
You'd see the sun
In the morning
Wonder why things are so bleak

Boring and old
Are the things your told
About the outside world
Just wearing black wont take care of that
Dont be stupid girl

Walking
Always talking
Never listening
You just kick back
How do you handle
All the bullshit
That gets thrown your way

Oh
Down on your knees
Trying to appease
Somebody's mixed up statement
Cos in not much time
Your beliefs that are lies will be left by the pavement

I've been doing some thinking
About all your preaching and I dont wanna know
Cos thats just conforming
And that is not
What you wanna be

Dont be so stupid girl
You really are
Just dressed in black wont take care of that
Dont be
Be so stupid girl

~ Mascara - Killing Heidi
* My Life. My World. Shades of Black.