Recently ive been away again at Cambodia... when i came back... as much as i missed my friends... i guess it really hit me that ever since the new year began... ever since most of us left high skl... i cant really agree that things are still the same... some of us started college, some are working... others like BenTay and Eugene have even left Malaysia... people come and go in our lives... thats one thing i learnt... as much as i miss my was-never-THAT-close-to friends... ive kinda begun to accept the fact that we've each grown up and are taking on to our own seperate ways... as much as some of us still keep in contact... you cant help but notice the calls are fewer. same goes for the SMS-es... you still get the occasional catch-up rings... but then as the yr goes on by... how many of us actually still meet up once a mth to catch up with each others ongoings and stuff? sad really... ppl always say the friends that stay with you in your lifetime are usually the ones you make in college or uni... what happened to the BFF's in high skl that you were so tight with? they juz come and go? huh... i guess thats life for you eh?! honestly... till now... i still miss my primary best friend, Ashleigh... the things we did the times we spent... were wat makes my primary skl days so memorable... she moved on... migrated to Canada... dont think she even remembers me now though... maybe its juz me.. that i get so emotionally attached to people... but i think... heck.. how come people have to come and GO in our lives? its a diff thing if say two friends argue or something... but the fact that LIFE is the one that has to draw you apart... so damn unfair aint it? ah heck... im straying from the main point... anyways... people... friends... we're all so busy with our own lives now... no more hanging out in malls... no more gossiping through SMS all night long... its a shame i find... sometimes even thru our hectic schedules, when one end makes and effort, you get to catch up again over coffee... great that the two of you who were best friends back then or together again... but after a few minutes, who start to realize that you two have grown, you dont have as much in common anymore, and the distance btw the 2 of you is inevitable. everything has changed. you cant go back. again. its life. all i can say is... if you think you're friendship is worth it... just... make an effort... keep in touch... the phone goes both ways...
aah... my post is so weird... i really dunno wat im talking... but i assume you get my drift...
~Changes - Butterfly Boucher
*My Life. My World. Shades of Black.
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