Friggin had skl today. but thx (or should it be no thx) to bryan. i skipped, did sumtin i kinda told myself i wouldnt do. not dis yr at least. but i did. and that thing would be to... join Copa Iba this yr... as much as i love playing captainball. i lost my passion for it. ever since last yr. i trained my f-ing ass off but din get to play. dis yr one day before. they call me play. you guys may be from my church. but there isnt a rule stating dat church ppl cant be jacks. anyways. went there. my damn team sucked. no offence. but if i played for agape. i wouldnt brought the whole team down since most of them are bballers. and i. haven been playing captain ball for almost a yr. surprisingly i could still play. but they bloody hell put me as defence when i was usually attacker/midfield. and bryan told me i had to juz stand at my side more to defend and stop running down. ok la. understand. means i run too much. BUT SUM i shall not mention his name F***er. had the friggin balls to say to me: Esther why are you panting. like so tired. i didnt even see you run. at all. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?? i wouldnt screwed him if i werent surrounded by church ppl. f***. and this damn girl kept bossing me ard thruout the whole DAMN game. BITCH!! ive been playing captain ball since longer than she's gone thru puberty. of all the bloody nerve to boss me ard telling me how i should play my position in the game. younger than me sumore. good thing bout dat. cuz SHE. i screwed. and to top things off. i was in the same team as 'he-who-disappointed-me-most-in-my-entire-life's' gf. great! and D was there as well. yeah the tall dumb male brunnete of an ass0. and not to mention. HE. 'the one who meant the world to me'. or used to. wouldnt even LOOK at me today. talk about confident boosters! and. when i got home. mom got curious as to why i was so tired when i only 'went to skl and stayed back for a meeting'. and the last layer of my perfect cake for today is when i found out something which is putting my rship on a brink. wow. 26 July 2008. added to my list of 'Most f***ed up days in Esther's Life'.
Like i said. its a f***ed up day afterall. *sing to the tune of its a small world afterall*
~ Heart Shaped Glass - Marilyn Manson
*My Life. My World. Shades of Black.
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