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After taking a break from blogging for so long... i had intended to start posting on every crap thing, from the Linkin Park concert i attended at Singapore last month, to the pile of stuff i bought in the past 2 months, to doing tags, writing bout my life, camp etc etc. (i might still post bout those but maybe later...) But now... i think its important to talk bout life. And all your loved ones around you.

Reflecting back on this year, from January all through now, ive known of 3 deaths and at LEAST 4 accidents of people whom ive at least SEEN before. it sucks. real bad. when a friend or loved one loses someone or gets hurt themselves. the feeling. that moment. its really indescribable. it sorta just... numbs you and leaves you beyond words. for me. its about that and regretting what you couldve or shouldve done with or for that person. things you ought to have said and done. but now. you find its too late. and you start worrying bout other friends around you. when are you gonna lose THEM? when are THEY gonna lose YOU?

Sad to say... sometimes, things like these actually NEED to happen. in order for us, being the self-centred beings we are now, to really appreciate the people around us. Help us love others more. Grow to be better people ourselves. it teaches us to say things before its too late and not do certain stuff that'd make us regret later... the list just goes on and on.

Not too long ago, my friend was involved in an accident. No serious injuries but i was still worried outta my skin. I literally sat at my computer table dumbfounded. And today, a friend of mine's dad just passed away. Although ive only met his dad once. I still have this feeling in me. i really cant explain it. But, i actually cried. i really dont know why. and also i was worried for that friend. worried bout how he would be holding up. only time will tell i guess.

im not really in my best mood now. but let this be a reminder to us all. to be better children. better friends. better partners. better Christians. better people. say what you hafta say. do what you hafta do. you never know when you might lose that chance to ever say or do it ever again.

Most importantly, appreciate those around you. show them how much you care for them. how much they mean to you. its never too early to say "Thank you" or "I Love you". its not hard and it doesnt hurt. So why not give it a shot? at least if something does happen to anyone tomorrow (God forbid) you wouldnt have to live with that shyt up feeling of not having shown your love or appreciation to that person...


[My condolences to you dear friend. Take care. Be strong for your family.]

~Majesty - Hillsongs
*My Life. My World. Shades of Black.

(ps: if in anyway this post is too personal or sensitive, my deepest apologies. please do tell me and i shall remove this post immediately.)